Different....

Hello. I'm here again posting these messages on this website. Hmmm... What can I say? 

Before ko pa na meet mga new friends ko, I never imagined na it would be very fun.

To start... When I was still in college, I was the one whom they call as Meih short for Mameih or Mommy. I was the biggest person in our clasroom. I had friends then. We do the normal stuff, like goin out, eat and do some crazy things at times. The enjoyment was different from what I am experiencing right now. It's no longer about boyfriends and girlfriends. No more study habits and things inside the room. No more grade topics and everything else about school. (Although I really miss it a lot). Everything changed. Now, it's all about life. I've met different kinds of people. The one thing I've learned for the past few years of my life, truly man is unique.We change. In time, it is no longer about toys, boys and life. 

Lately, I've been with people from the music side of the world. They are great and you can really see their passion towards music and how they handle their life. Some of them just enjoying the time while others do it for survival. I never really understood the way they lived before and the love they give to the harmony of life. They are very deep. Music is their only way in showing what they feel and what they want. 

The one thing I noticed about them is that they are very good in pretending (Not the bad thing). They can blind you with their smiles and happy eyes. Deep inside, they are hurting and no one can really understand what they feel. I met this person, she just came from Japan and when you see her, you can really feel how happy she was. But as I try to understand the gestures and everything else about her, I can see the problems inside those eyes and how she is handling it. I was right. It was all about money and family problems. 

I'm running out of words again... Will continue soon.