Different....

Hello. I'm here again posting these messages on this website. Hmmm... What can I say? 

Before ko pa na meet mga new friends ko, I never imagined na it would be very fun.

To start... When I was still in college, I was the one whom they call as Meih short for Mameih or Mommy. I was the biggest person in our clasroom. I had friends then. We do the normal stuff, like goin out, eat and do some crazy things at times. The enjoyment was different from what I am experiencing right now. It's no longer about boyfriends and girlfriends. No more study habits and things inside the room. No more grade topics and everything else about school. (Although I really miss it a lot). Everything changed. Now, it's all about life. I've met different kinds of people. The one thing I've learned for the past few years of my life, truly man is unique.We change. In time, it is no longer about toys, boys and life. 

Lately, I've been with people from the music side of the world. They are great and you can really see their passion towards music and how they handle their life. Some of them just enjoying the time while others do it for survival. I never really understood the way they lived before and the love they give to the harmony of life. They are very deep. Music is their only way in showing what they feel and what they want. 

The one thing I noticed about them is that they are very good in pretending (Not the bad thing). They can blind you with their smiles and happy eyes. Deep inside, they are hurting and no one can really understand what they feel. I met this person, she just came from Japan and when you see her, you can really feel how happy she was. But as I try to understand the gestures and everything else about her, I can see the problems inside those eyes and how she is handling it. I was right. It was all about money and family problems. 

I'm running out of words again... Will continue soon.

What a day!

September 8 is our fiesta in Digos... Since I studied and worked here on Davao, I haven't celebrated the event....

This year I wanted it to be the most memorable one. Two weeks before the celebration, I asked my supervisor for a rest day on that date and was so glad when he approved it.

I was too excited. September 8 came. I woke up early, ate my breakfast and went to work. I was too anxious to go home. Atlast! My shift ended at 4:40 pm. I then texted Dhee my friend. Unfortunately, she told me  she doesn't have spare money for the fare. My friend Chrisna also texted me that she is in Davao and wants to fetch me up and we'll go together in Digos. I then thought of Dhee. Too bad Dhee haven't prepared her things yet. We ended up riding on the bus. We were havin' fun while talking. It was raining that time. Then Chrisna texted me again and said they were stranded near digos because of flood. We were still in Darong that time, 1 hour drive away from Digos. After 45 minutes we arrived at badiang and got stranded for 30 minutes. It was very cold in the bus. Still raining. I then texted my mom and she called me. She was very worried because she can't contact me. We arrived in Digos at around 8:30 pm. Had a smoke with Dhee and went home.

I was surprised when I saw my aunt and my cousins at home. They planned to visit Digos to have fun but sad to say it was raining. We had plans with my highschool friends to have a reunion and eat at Penongs. I then went to Penongs with my mom. We ate and the 4 of them arrived. Mabeth, Sahara, Daphne and Haidee was there.  We were shocked when we saw big people about 6-7ft.  We didn't know that they were PBA players. Darn! GINEBRA PBA players. If only we were fond of watching basketball we would have got an autograph. We talked and took pictures. We started walking in the rain from penongs to the park. 

I had the time of my life. Didn't care about the rain. I just felt like walking and enjoying the moment with my old friends. Then my cousins texted and wanted to go with me. I told them that it was raining and I'm with my friends. They didn't care. While walking I told them to wait for me cause I need to fetch Daryl. They agreed. Daryl told me that all of our other cousins are on their way. I waited at the Highway and they came. Me, my cousins and old friends were together. Walked for 2 hours and still no vacant place to stay. My jacket was wet. 

At 12 am we were stunned and amazed because of the fireworks. It was so wonderful. It felt like I was 6 years old again. Arianne took pictures of it and it lasted for 20 minutes. The rain still didn't want us to enjoy the night. Still the people were walking, having fun and drinking. My friends decided to go home. Me and my cousins were very exhausted because we were walking for like 3 hours already. After an hour we stayed in OUTPOST. A small bar near the church in Digos. Tagalog na naman ha... nauubusan na kasi ako... lol... Ayun, nag inuman na kami. Bumili ng yosi atuminom ng uminom

Inimbita ko si PAST sa outpost... nagkatuwaan at naginuman parin. Nagtransfer kami sa Kalye uno kasi tinxt ako ng kakilala ko.Wala pala sya dun andun pala sa isang bar na yoko na sanang puntahan... Pero kasi lasing, pinuntahan namin. Nag withdraw pa kami ni Arriane. Pagdating namin, nakita ko nanaman siya.... hindi maalis -alis ang mata ko sa mukha nya.... I felt the song eventhough it was in the tune of rnb. I wanted to talk to him and hug him even wanted to kiss him. I realized that I did miss him that much. Tinawag ko yung ko kakilala ko na drummer at sinabi ko ang plano namin pa cebu this coming 18th. Tapos nun umuwi na mga cousins ko at ako din. 

I went home felt like hopeless and wanted to cry... Kasi I really don't want to see him. Para akong tanga noh...Inlove ako sa isang taong bago ko pa lang nakilala.. bakit ba kasi :(

The overall experience was average. I had fun but at the same time pissed off. 

Belated happy aniversary Digos...

Lastly, I heard this message from an old lady 'daw linte ning mga batan on bsta disco daghan kay tao. Wa man gahuna huna sa simbahan na birthday man ni Mama Mary. Tuara gi gab-an di na undangon ang ulan' hahaha... May tama ka lola.... :)